I thought that we had put it past us… that an era was over. Boy was I wrong. In so many ways I’m not surprised. You teach people what you’ll tolerate and allow and so far all I’ve done is reward such toxic and abusive behavior.

I guess since I’m so honest and, frankly, blunt I just assume others are honest. I can wrap my head around building a life with a person predicated on lie after lie.

I have been weak— avoiding the inevitable. But it is time now, to move on and forward.

Can’t say I didn’t try.


With everything going on I forgot my blog. 🙁

There’s so much and so little to say at the same time. I don’t even know where to begin. It’s been an interesting year for us all. I’m keeping it together… with help! I don’t quite have anything to talk about. Same 4 walls day after day. I’ve picked up my guitar meaningfully for the first time in probably 10 years. That’s about it… well, I actually bought a new one for my birthday gift to myself. Anyway! Hang in there everyone.